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I want to leave my husband, but I cant. We have 2 young children, 1 car, and I have nowhere to go. No vehicle to get there in, no job. I am trapped at home and I let him trap me. I wish I had believed in my abilities before I got married...But now I am busting my ass going back to school just so I can get away from his pig-headed-ness.
I posted a few months about being in med school & DH being deployed for 10 months. Well its offically been 12 months now & still no talk of them coming home. I'm almost done with my 1st year of med school & the last time I saw my DH I was still in college. I don't know how much longer I can take this. Just having 2 minutes to hug him would be enough because that's all I need to know how much he loves & supports me. I'm jealous of my med school friends who tell stories of their BF/DH forcing them to stop & take a break or to remember to eat. I just really need him home right now & with me.
With only 5 months left in his deployment my stress level is through the roof. School is a constant stressor. A few months I will have to prepare everything for him to come home. I miss him. I feel like something is different. I want us to be normal again.
Sometimes I feel so weird. I did many weird things in my life. Out of them this is one of them. In the summer holidays when my school life had completed and I was about to join a college. I daily used to think of myself as a burden to my parents...I used to think that I am just a piece of crap. I was perfect in my studies till my VIIth grade...When I changed my school...I fell in bad company I got deeply effected and turned out to be an average student..I wasn't able to be good in my whole school life from then. Anyways let's get to the Summer Holidays. On April 21,2012 I lay on the bed thinki
I was a soldier (and the child of a soldier). I swore I'd never marry one. I did. We got divorced after 10 years. I swore I'd never date again, especially not another soldier, focus on work and finish PA school. Nope... he had to come along and sweep me off my feet. I don't even live anywhere near a post, and he still found me. *sigh* I love that green eyed scruffy soldier.
I'm tired of feeling unloved, un appreciated, lonely. and you don't care. I have no family here, I have one friend who is busy with school full time and stil talks to be me more than you do.. You at least have all the guys in your shop and things you volunteer for. Me, I an stuck at home with the baby all day, trying to make playdates with women that just seem 2 faced..



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